Under the blanket, rose bordered in leaves,
pillows piled up,
I flashed the pages with a tiny penlight.
Hours into night, I read
anything: poetry, mysteries, short stories,
magazines, sections of the newspaper
(more)
dad left on the floor near his chair.
If I heard footsteps,
I shut out the light, feigned sleep
behind the pillows,
disguised them as part of me curled up
and waited
for the sound of retreat.
Nothing compared to words
read in secret:
characters more vivid, dialogue brazen,
romance delicious, forbidden,
love came alive amidst the folds
of the sheets.
My imagination more awake
while everyone slept.
Now the lamp lights the pages,
nothing hidden in bright open glow,
and yet secret,
distinctive, alive:
under the comforter
your leg over mine,
the sound of your voice.
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