I feel most at peace in water.
Sometimes i go out in the rain and just lay on the ground.
And let the sky water me so i can grow.
I'm not sure what it is about the water that calms me and makes me feel alive
But
(more)i think its the feel of it.
The moisture falling on my skin makes me feel something, like i'm more alive than i am when its dry.
Like i'm human.
After all, it rains on everyone.
I'm always thirsty,
because no matter how much water i drink, its not enough rain to make feel comfortable with myself.
So my throat is always dry, begging for more.
At my school we have hydration stations,
Where we go to fill our canteens with water to keep us going through the long desert of self doubt that is high school.
But i never really get my fill.
My soul needs more water than the oasis can provide.
And when you're out in the desert, there is nothing more important than hydrating.
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