Blind hope allows me to get up every morning no matter what
even after a long horrible day
where I could not make even one person happy
because they had tech problems beyond my abilities to fix or they started too late on their research
and somehow that was
(more) all my fault.
Blind hope tells me that today will be better.
I will still be employed next year
and the economy will improve.
Blind hope says things will work out
in the love and romance department
even on the days when I'm so annoyed
I want to scream
like when his mother calls just when dinner's ready
and they have to talk and talk
and dinner gets cold and I eat by myself.
He will make up for that
by taking me out to dinner tomorrow
and we will drink expensive wine.
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