I wish it was as easy to find what I want in life as it is for Dora to find the big red hen. She has a talking map and a monkey best friend, and I'm still working on those. But I am working on it. Mark my words.(more) I will be happier than Dora someday. (less)
Rubbing is something I don't like to do, because it wears on my skin and my psyche, but also because it's not easy to hide from others. The raw red skin is easily visible and people realize what I'm doing, wearing myself down. But I can't stop the feeling(more) of not wanting to be here. I don't want it to stop. (less)
