I caught myself wishing I had a girlfriend today.
You ever see a girl and swear you know her, met her, somewhere, one time, maybe... only to realize the reason that angel face looks so familiar is because those beautiful golden curls have been dancing on the back
(more) of your eye lids for all your life?
Ahh shit, I'm in love. But with who? It can't be her, it's too late now, and she's too young. Someone else. Anyone else. Please.
Well maybe she'll be there again next sunday... If she is I will have to talk to her. I'm hoping she's older than she looks... God does that feel creepy to say. Maybe I should just never go back? But it was more than just her, it was the slam poetry, it was the mood of the whole affair.
And damnit why'd she have to look at me with those eyes that begged to be laughed with? Why did she have to sit right in front of me and let her feet dangle like lazy snakes in mid summer? Why'd the best part of the night, the part where we got to hold hands, why was that a fantasy?
And why oh why did I ever fall back into love?
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