Just as those who came before never succeeded, those who come after never will either. In this age of war, fear and tyranny, the oppressed shall never rise, never stand and always crumble. This was until, one day, when all the slaves, servants, finally gathered, and saw in the(more) sky, a red star twinkling. (less)
The winds howl, and the rain falls. I see you, palm against the window, shivering.The tears fall, you hope you can one day feel the rain again, fall on your hair, your face. The creaking downstairs never stops, as it grows louder, our hearts beat, and your rapid breath(more) etched against the window. I walk towards you, and see you turn to meet me. As you slam through the window, the cacophony continues. You hope it's fast. (less)
I know a guy, that knows a guy, that knows a guy, y'know? He could hook up all sorts of connections for ya. But it'd cost ya. Bit more, bit more, that's golden. Now, you and me never met, and never exchanged this handful of money. Capisci?
I swear I am not lying when I'm telling you this story. It started with me waking up on the floor of the casino. I had no idea what I was doing there! I swear. So being hungover, I walk into my suite, and it's covered in vomit, blood(more) and shattered glass, and as I walk toward the bathroom, I notice the door has been knocked clean off. Of course, I had to pay for the damages you know. I mean hotel rooms aren't cheap, especially in today's economy. When I was a kid, I would go down to the corner store, buy a packet of chips, a coke and an ice cream, and still get change from a fiver. But now... you can't even get an ice cream for that much money. Its not like I eat much ice cream anyway, I'm far too fat. Couldn't even fit inside my previous car, which is why I got a new one. Beautiful it is. Sky blue, and at night, the shine!
The shine from the moonlight is just superb. Hang on, what do you mean guilty? I was getting to the part about the drugs in my system. Wait! You have to believe me! (less)
Feel the wind. The sun, the heat. The hair brushing against your face, the salty tang of the sea. The sand under your feet, between your toes. The feel of each grain as your squirm your toes. The call of the seagulls. Feel my hands around your neck. Squeeze.(more) You lose. (less)
A rose by any other name would smell just as sweet.
Not really. A piece of shit is still a piece of shit no matter how many names you adorn it with. Take my ex for example, lazy, yet always willing to go the extra mile to fuck my(more) life up. (less)
So yeah, this fucking guy struck me with his stupid ute on the way home. Now I'm lying, paralyzed, in a puddle of my own piss and shit. But you know what? I don't blame the guy. I blame the blind corners, the wet roads and the fucking Toyota(more) he was driving. Maybe if they had built that hunk of junk better I wouldn't have 4 shattered ribs, half a liver and most of my lower body still lying on the side of the road. But I guess that's life. Or maybe its the disadvantages of being a dog. (less)
What was I thinking? Was this madness? INSANITY?
I definitely wasn't ready for that. That...moment. The lights, the heat, the smug smiles on those pretentious faces on those stupid looking heads. They want you to think they're listening, OH SURE. That's what they want. Guess what, they aren't. The(more)y don't care, busy thinking about their dogs, their mistresses, their stupid kids in university and how the slave driving professors are literally grinding their noses into the books. The fucking distinguished mixed with the nobodys. JESUS. Maybe I'll have another shot? Maybe? Will they want me back? I can feel their eyes on me. Everywhere. Crawling. Creeping. Invasive. What was I doing? Am I blind? Am I mad?
This was a fucking dumb idea. To present one's self into the public. To be publicly harassed, gawked at, like a fool. To be humiliated and to get the FUCK UP from it, to ignore hecklers, to push through regardless of fuck up or some stupid jerk. COME ON.
Really? Can I do it? Can I? Maybe, probably.
"DO SOMETHING OR EXIT THE FUCKING STAGE." (less)