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Curiouserjane
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She's a bucket of water.
He's, like he said, the oil swirling in a puddle  
outside of the 7-11.  

Vinegar, but not as hurtful as a lemon. (more)
He's poured like vinegar  
into all my insecurities. Seeping. sleeping.
Said, "Don't force the weight of the your past on me."
"Don't wear your baseball cap around me."  
Such fragile, boy egos.   (more)
"It was like flying in a dream, except I fell afterwards."    

"Tell me more about what you mean."    
(more)
Has it become habitual with out me even realizing it?

Your absents?

You've been gone for so long now that even when we do talk, I don't really know what to say. Everything feels trite, boring. I'm not exciting, or excited enough. Maybe that's why you've be(more)
Now that you're dead, I wonder if you are stomping around somewhere. Heaven, hell, who knows. I'm sure you didn't believe in either, but maybe that was just an act. You know, like everything else about you. Fuck, maybe that's to harsh to say, I mean, you are dead(more)
At the kitchen table, her palms were growing fiercely red. Only hours ago, she was sitting in a walk-in clinic. Her cough persistent and unyielding.

"Bronchitis and a sinus infection," the Nurse Practitioner exclaimed. "But at least it's not pneumonia!"

*cough*

She's been sick since Thanksgiving(more)
She's far too cold to have real-people emotions.
She can only feel in shades of indigo or green.
Or when she's stoned. Or cold sober. Nothing inbetween. To much time spent there, worn like denim on a stone-butch's crotch. Fuck me harder, Jessie, she chortles out when she cu(more)
She couldn't help thinking about it. I mean how could she? That feeling of complete intimacy with a stranger? A boy no less? Who would have though a brown leather jacket would do such damage to her fragile, sexual vagary.
(more)
I beg for demarcation;  
a creation through segmentation.  
I want vivisection: dissected for  
the sake of life;    
a pretty little patchwork girl,  
who's gifted vitality through    
the violence of nature: lightn(more)
In a text message, I had asked, somewhat embarrassed, but bold nonetheless, if she would be interested in recreating, with me, not necessarily soon, but, rather, sometime in the future, a bedroom rendition of the most iconic scene from Paul Weiss' temporal excursion into the world of 18th century(more)
There ain't no sloughs in the city;
except, perhaps, under the viaducts.
Mounds of greying comforters, rising and falling.
Breathing in the exhaust. There ain't no sloughs
in the city, except maybe there, where horns
echo. Bodies left with nothing but summer, bleary (more)
I only eat the bitter herb once a year.        
When spring pushing itself up though dulled, brown lawns.      

We sit at a family table set        
for a nephytic family-- an ironic choice of wo(more)
when my grandfather died, they bought us all grave plots. my mother and grandmother, my cousin, a few aunts and uncles. and me. all of us. all in a row. plots of land where, eventually, they planed for us all to be. together. as a family. like we use(more)
When i still lived in Michigan, back in the locust street house, around the time that I started reading the Bible for the first time [only the new testament, you know. 'Cause those evangelical rollers were giving them away for free outside the student center] i was obsessed with(more)
i ain't magnificent. just broken. crying at my kitchen table. blue. light from the computer. tears for that subtle realization that i'm still hiding. still. still. sitting still. and unable to tell the truth. but it sneaks out. three steps from the glass. never wonder if its reinforced. and(more)